COOL : Adventure towards the end!

athens, ohio located in United States was a quite a rural area if i would like to compare with Shah Alam in Malaysia. but it is seemingly to be such a peaceful town full of friendly people. i never thought that i would be able to have a chance to experience all of these events. but i'm not daydreaming anymore... i am standing at the land of the United States.

throughout the journey from KL i was scared and excited at the same time. scared because i was actually traveled by myself and excited because it was my very first international flight. i never leave Malaysia (the farthest place i had been to would be Terengganu.. hahaha). KL to Amsterdam took about 13 hours and honestly i didn't enjoyed it. From Amsterdam i continued my next flight to Detroit (first door to the United States) and i can tell you that it was the worst flight ever, let me highlight it here that DELTA AIRLINES is the most annoyed and lame airlines! the crew was pathetic and all of them make me pissed off... the food sucks and it took about 8 hours to reached Detroit....

Then i had to queued for the immigration (and i forgot to informed that there was a security interviewed in Amsterdam as well before i was allowed to boarded on plane), there's a lot of people and i had to waited for my turned for about an hour... after they granted me with the green light then i was about to get my luggage... unfortunately one of my luggage is missing and it such a nightmare that my luggage was then declared lost!!!

but i had to continued my journey.. it isn't over yet! then it was the customs process and then check in for the next flight to Columbus. and i had waited for about 4 hours for my next flight. when i'd arrived Columbus airport then i'd reported my missing luggage at Delta counter and i was damn tired!

the representative who supposed to picked me up arrived with 3 of my friend who came early than me and after we grab some dinner, they sent me to the town hotel just because my room was not prepared yet.

hmmm....

and here i am still waiting for my luggage to be found, i had filed the claim form and the insurance was strictly sucks... what a terrible journey and complicated. i wish things will get better soon...

until now then...

life becoming dramatic....

as y'all know, i'm currently in athens, ohio - US right now... so it supposed to be fun for me and bunch of my friends... but things aren't going smooth actually and i started to noticed that life in here is so full of drama just like the reality show....

why things had to turned out to be like this? why cant we just be together cuz we must stick together in doing decision and not just being selfish.... thinks about other people feelings and don't trying so hard to be fit in the group... just be who you are and you will be happy...

i'm sick with this condition and i hope things will be better...

:(

COOL: OFF to ATHENS, OHIO - USA!!!

everythings had been settled and it's time for me to pursue my internship (practical training) in Athens, Ohio.

i will be flying this saturday (23 Jan 2010) and will be return here on the 2nd of May 2010 (just for a while actually)...

-this is my 3months office-

so i hope that i will experience an amazing flight and i'm nervous to travel alone because this is the first time in my life i have to go abroad and to triple the nervousness i have to go alone!!!

hmm... i don't really care actually because it might be a little bit difficult to adapt the new culture but i will survive!!! it's only three months jer...

so wish me luck and see u in Athens...

p/s: cant wait to step on the snow...

:P

COOL: Movie Review - 'SHERLOCK HOLMES'

wut an opening year i hv here... first i got offered to pursue my internship within a broadcasting company in a small town Athens, Ohio. (but i got some visa issue so it might be a little be late to fly over there...)

Then after 8days since 2010 has arrived, i finally decided to watch a movie at the cinema and my first movie diz year would be the movie directed by ex-hubby of Madonna, Mr. Guy Ritchie! it is called SHERLOCK HOLMES... it was my friends idea actually and i juz follow them since lots of people out there said that it was a must watch movie!

i have no idea that Sherlock Holmes was a detective / investigator... So when my friend once told me that i get a little bit of excited (he told me that Sherlock Holmes was Detective Conan idol! can u imagine that?)....

we went into the cinema and movie hall was quite empty (since it was 6.30 pm in Friday...)... so as the movie started i maybe a little bit of wondering why is this movie is so slow and boring? hahaha... (it was my first impression)

then when the two golden stars had spoken to each other with an excitement and their humor, i started to woww... dis is amazing... having a Robert Downey Jr. and Jude Law together in a screen was Hugeeeeeeeeeee.... yeah! both of them were great...


i had never imagine that Blackwood (the antagonist in this movie) was actually a moron and a freak! hahaha... he makes people believe that he had some superstitious power some kind of magic (a black magic) but he actually just applied some of scientific procedure... it's brilliant when Mr. Holmes revealed about Blackwood not so magic thingy infront of him... i wus so thrilled!


but the ending was not so pleasant (it's not that i didnt enjoy watching it) but i juz hope the movie would be a little bit longer (even i was freezing inside the movie hall).... there will be a new case for them in order to chase Professor Morgiery (i actually forgot the name of that professor)...

so there will be Sherlock Holmes - 2! i'm dying to have it! so 4.5 stars to this movie!

:P

COOL: Novel Review - 'KETIKA CINTA BERTASBIH'

hmm... novel ni dah 2minggu actually aku khatamkan... tapi baru berpeluang nak comment about this novel... yup it's a brilliant story... congratulation once again to my fave author - Habiburrahman el-Shirazy....


mungkin ia tak sehebat karya agung beliau - 'Ayat- ayat Cinta' tetapi novel ini lebih kepada satu pengajaran buat pembaca berkenaan dengan cara kehidupan yg bersederhana dan berusaha untuk menggapai kejayaan meskipun dalam keadaan yg sukar...

kagum dgn ketabahan Azzam sebagai watak utama dalam novel ini yg tidak sekali pun merintih dan mengeluh walaupun sudah 9 tahun menuntut BA di Mesir dan tidak juga lulus hanya kerana mahu mencari duit utk dihantar pulang kepada keluarganya di Indonesia... Kadangkala aku terfikir wujudkah insan seperti beliau di muka bumi ini?

jalan cerita cinta beliau tidak juga mudah... pelbagai dugaan dan akhirnya jodohnya tetap Anna Althafunnisa yg diidam-idamkan...

tetapi satu yg saya perasan melalui penulisan novel ini ialah ia tdk byk berubah sebnarnya dgn karya Ayat-ayat Cinta beliau apabila seorang lelaki dikagumi dan dicintai oleh ramai wanita kerana ketulusan budi lelaki tersebut... jika sebelum ini Fahri dan di dalam novel ini Azzam menjadi taruhan penulis buat pembaca menyelami dunia cintanya...

penceritaan selalunya berdasarkan pengalaman penulis (berdasarkan karya-karya yg saya pernah baca sebelum ini yg majoritinya di tulis berdasarkan kejadian sebenar)... jadi oleh itu saya tertanya-tanya adakah semua cerita ini benar-benar terjadi ke atas beliau atau pun sahabat beliau atau hanya khayalan dan angan-angan beliau?

tetapi apa pun novel ini tidak rugi utk dimiliki (meskipun novel yg aku baca itu milik kakak aku...)...

satu petikan yg hebat dan memberi kesan buat diriku di dalam novel ini:
"Tidak ada yang bisa mengusir syahwat atau kecintaan atau kesenangan duniawi selain rasa takut kepada ALLAH yang menggetarkan hati, atau rasa rindu kepada ALLAH yang membuat hati merana!" - Ibnu Athaillah

p/s: tetapi filemnya tidak seronok untuk ditonton jika dibandingkan dengan Ayat- ayat Cinta (yg diarahkan oleh pengarah fave aku, Hanung Bramantyo...) filem Ketika Cinta Bertasbih diarahkan oleh MD Ent. yg sangat tak best...

:P

COOL: 3 from Britney Spears (Director's Cut Version)

it's been awhile since i didn't blogging about music video anymore... but here i am, it's good 2be back... so i gave u diz one super sexy video from Britney Spears... it's the Director's Cut Version of her '3' music video... i love diz one more than the original one... what say u? njoy...

:P

COOL: another poem from me, 'SEGI TIGA'

i made diz one while i was listening to 'Nobody' song from Wonder Girls... it meant a lot to me within this sticky situation... i juz hope i will be breaking free diz unpleasant feelings...
diz poem entitled SEGI TIGA:

tiga segi,
yang ku binakan sendiri,
menjadi penjara perasaan,
yang kian lama menyempit,
memampatkan kasihku,
penjuru mana harusku tuju?
kanan ku jelita,
kiri ku bahagia,
rapuh sendi tulangku,
tidak mampu lagi berdiri untuk mendongak ke langit,
menadah tangan meminta simpati,
dari DIA di atas sana,
semoga akhirnya ku temui,
penjuru destinasiku!

-alif al-kausar-
6.15 am / 23 dis 2009

:P

COOL: i'm LEARNING 2b STRAIGHT but YOU HIDE ur DIRTY LIL' SECRET...

how mad i am 2read one of my friend blog... the topic is interesting but what's not interesting about it is dat he simply put a few lines from our YM conversation a few days ago... eventhough he changed my real name but i still felt disappointed with him...

that conversation should remain 2b secret bcoz i'm juz expressing my feelings to someone that i might think who could give me some advice...

things started like diz... i wuz on the facebook and suddenly he buzz me 2gave me my YM ID... so he added me and we chatted for almost about 2hours i guess.. we were talking about the interest that we have a common actually... i adore his working and i wish i could learn frm him so i asked him for an opinion and shared his experience...

but then the topic were then changed 2became a little bit more personal...

elf_8688: u ad snap pic nude ke?
elf_8688: adesss
HIM: haah
elf_8688: then u kasi org?
HIM: alah zaman remaja

he told me about one of our friend showed him his nude pic??? and dat friend is GAY... and i still remember he had a blog entry about he's being shy 2 be shirtless infront of his fam member but he didn't shy to snap his nude pic and posed nude infront of the webcam... it will be nuthing if he posing for a girl cuz i knew he wuz an ANTI-HOMOSEXUAL... but shockingly he told me diz:

HIM: but i used to webcam ngan org la
HIM: tak pernah plak bg gamba
elf_8688: webcam in the nude?
elf_8688: curious?
elf_8688: hahaha
elf_8688: :P
HIM: yerr
HIM: ala biasalaaa
HIM: org single2 ni
elf_8688: dgn guy ke dgn gurl?
elf_8688: (6)
elf_8688: single la sngt
HIM: guy or girl
HIM: tak kisah
HIM: org tgh gatal apa tay
HIM: tau

so started from diz moment i knew dat smthg isn't right... so i decided 2save diz conversation since i realized dat he maybe wanted 2 do some 'research' on me... i juz go with the flow...
and we keep on talking and we talked about porn.. and u know wut???:

elf_8688: means u bisex la
HIM: tak jugak
HIM: tah la
HIM: cam stim je tgk dua2
HIM: tapi kdg2 tgk kuda pun bleh stim gam
HIM: kambing biri tak kurang tahap kestiman
HIM: rumput pun bleh

he might be joking about the horse, the sheep and the grass... but he wuz serious about attracted to BOTH GENDER... he might not considered himself as gay or bisexual and he can told everybody dat he is an ANTI-HOMOSEXUAL but he can never lie to himself dat deep down inside he is ONE OF THEM! A BISEXUAL...

i dun mind if u are gay, bisexual, straight, lesbian or whatever but juz dont pretend dat u r not... i might have a little problem struggling to get over this GAY-ISH feelings but at least i try... and i keep on trying... u might be influencing me to stop loving my girl cuz i will only hurt her feeling but one thing for sure i will never give up on loving her...

ALLAH will always be there for me... c'mon we are muslims so everything is on HIS will... who are you to tell me dat i'll be forever stuck within this unpleasant feelings?

then we talked about PORN... :

HIM: tp porn straight tgk jugak
elf_8688: da delet
elf_8688: then dwnload blik
elf_8688: str8 pown adela
elf_8688: cett
elf_8688: hahaha
HIM: aku suka yg btg besar giler
HIM: sbb akunye sederhana je

and while he was chatting with me...:

HIM: aku tgh main2 ngan konek aku sbb ter turn on
elf_8688: motif ter turn on?
elf_8688: hahaha
elf_8688: tgk porn la tu
elf_8688: turn on pulak
HIM: mungkin

he sounds a bit arrogant 2me... all the words sounds OMG! diz guy is so fucking annoying... and maybe we had become his foolish... so i guess i will stop adoring him anymore since he makes me feel like diz... i hope one day he realize dat not evrything can be shared with others bcoz some things remain 2b a secret and wut happen if u break a secret? then u only break ur own heart and ur trust frm ppl... until then...

:P

COOL : MY NEW HOME...

-COMING SOON- -JAN 2010-


i will deliver a gud news soon... cant wait 2share with u guys...

:P

COOL (in a sad mood) : FAREWELL MCB5A & MCB5B...

hmmm... it's a sad feeling... finally the 5th semester ended smoothly... leaving all the sweet and sour stories behind... 3years we'd been together and we learned something valuable in life...

FRIENDSHIP!

for the first time in my life i felt like i didn't enjoy finishing study... my friends in UiTM are amazing and u guys are the most sincere friends i'd ever had... i'm gonna miss u guys... a lot!!!

until then... i leave u with diz song, especially for u guys...

SOMEBODY'S ME : ENRIQUE IGLESIAS




:P